9.22.2010

optimisim

today i am very optimisic. well maybe today is the wrong phrase :L 
currently. because earlier wasn't so great. i had doubts about my ability to become a doctor. 
but i'm over that now :) 


YES. optimism. it's the key to being successful (to a degree) 
if you think like you can't do something you won't. its psychological. 
so BELIEVE YOU CAN AND YOU CAN :) 
so my attitude from here on is: 
i will become a doctor.
i will get into the uni i want to go to. 
i will get the grades. 
and i will live happily :) 


thank you :) that was the more optimistic rambles of an only slightly uninteresting human :) 


keep tuned it.
love ya's bec :')


"if you can imagine it you can achieve it. if you can dream it, you can become it." - william arthur ward

9.19.2010

a fresh

so basically, i deleted the old blog... and here's this one... so here's all you need to know about me. 


name: rebecca
age: 17 
home: wales


thats the basics on me :) but here's a bit more detail. I'm not that interesting as a person, i'm pretty mediocre, i know so many people that are generally better human beings than me; for example my best friend has this amazing ability to make me smile all the time, always making me laugh and that kind of thing. even though she doesn't see it, she is just thing amazing person with an amazing soul and aura about her. i don't have these qualities. i'm just an average person trying, with difficulty, to make something of myself. my ambition is to become a doctor. if that could happen i would be happy. but right now, i'm having trouble convincing myself that i'm going to get into uni and become a doctor... but what will be will be. 


hrm.... i should really try positive thinking :)


in my attempts to become a better person, i joined the gym a while back, because tbh i look like a house, but this £20.30 a month is going to waste. as it would appear that i have put on weight not good. even though my diet has changed for the better etc... but no prevail. it doesn't do much for your confidence when you are probably the largest girl in your friendship group and have two sisters that are size 8 and below. :L 
again oh well. 


currently the only thing keeping me from quitting on life is the knowledge that it would actually achieve nothing.
also i have certain people that constantly tell me that if i quit they would woop my ass. dunno what i would do with certain people :L 


anywho. rambles from an uniteresting person have ended. i apologise for wasting valuable time in your life :L 
i am going to attempt to post more often, without the macabre tone, and pointless rambles. i hope to provide my own outlook on films, books, music, and general life things. :) 


keep tuned in 
loveyas bec :')


"friendship is unnecessary, like philosophy, like art... it has no survival value; rather it is one of those things that give value to survival." - c.s. lewis