omg i haven't the ability to keep this up to date.
:') a lot of time has passed and i am currently at swansea university, studying biology :)
tbh this whole blog is a bit of a fail, i constantly either forget or have no time :L
maybe i can restart this whole thing again :L
love ya
bec xxx
And when is there time to remember, to sift, to weigh, to estimate, to total? - Tillie Olsen
10.09.2011
6.13.2011
failing
well its been a while :') a lot has occurred since november. i turned 18 been to new york then stowe skiing and i got rejected from all my med schools. which as made me feel like a complete failure. and now i'm and have an exam on wednesday fun times. because i haven't been able to concentrate on revision so makes me think that i'm gonna fail in my exams. 3A's i don't think so, which means i will never become a doctor.
but lets try and think positive shall we, and get my arse into gear; i control my future and if i believe i can become a doctor i will, i'll just have to pull up my socks and works them off to get those 3A's.
right i'm getting my positive head on.
that was a pointless ramble of an uninteresting human being
cheers
"choosing to be positive and having a grateful attitude is going to determine how you're going to live your life." - joel osteen
but lets try and think positive shall we, and get my arse into gear; i control my future and if i believe i can become a doctor i will, i'll just have to pull up my socks and works them off to get those 3A's.
right i'm getting my positive head on.
that was a pointless ramble of an uninteresting human being
cheers
"choosing to be positive and having a grateful attitude is going to determine how you're going to live your life." - joel osteen
11.17.2010
university
well i'm getting stress out if i'm honest.
people are getting offers and i'm not :(
WHY NOT?! i just want to know if i can become a doctor :(
but now i'm being cheered up by a heavy dose of "you make my dreams"
so all is good.
i should really have a shower and go to bed :\ man i'm gonna be tried in the morn :L
LOL
never mind just hurry the fuck up ucas ¬¬
thank you :) that was the shit ramble of a impatient uninteresting human :)
keep tuned it.
love ya's bec :')
"a man who is a master of patience is master of everything else." - george savile
people are getting offers and i'm not :(
WHY NOT?! i just want to know if i can become a doctor :(
but now i'm being cheered up by a heavy dose of "you make my dreams"
so all is good.
i should really have a shower and go to bed :\ man i'm gonna be tried in the morn :L
LOL
never mind just hurry the fuck up ucas ¬¬
thank you :) that was the shit ramble of a impatient uninteresting human :)
keep tuned it.
love ya's bec :')
"a man who is a master of patience is master of everything else." - george savile
10.18.2010
failure
failed my driving text today.
i'm gutted.
tells me i should just give up :\
but i won't i'm not so silly :)
thank you :) that was the failed ramble of a failed uninteresting human :)
keep tuned it.
love ya's bec :')
"edison failed 10, 000 times before he made the electric light. do not be discouraged if you fail a few times." - napoleon hill
i'm gutted.
tells me i should just give up :\
but i won't i'm not so silly :)
thank you :) that was the failed ramble of a failed uninteresting human :)
keep tuned it.
love ya's bec :')
"edison failed 10, 000 times before he made the electric light. do not be discouraged if you fail a few times." - napoleon hill
9.22.2010
optimisim
today i am very optimisic. well maybe today is the wrong phrase :L
currently. because earlier wasn't so great. i had doubts about my ability to become a doctor.
but i'm over that now :)
YES. optimism. it's the key to being successful (to a degree)
if you think like you can't do something you won't. its psychological.
so BELIEVE YOU CAN AND YOU CAN :)
so my attitude from here on is:
i will become a doctor.
i will get into the uni i want to go to.
i will get the grades.
and i will live happily :)
thank you :) that was the more optimistic rambles of an only slightly uninteresting human :)
keep tuned it.
love ya's bec :')
"if you can imagine it you can achieve it. if you can dream it, you can become it." - william arthur ward
currently. because earlier wasn't so great. i had doubts about my ability to become a doctor.
but i'm over that now :)
YES. optimism. it's the key to being successful (to a degree)
if you think like you can't do something you won't. its psychological.
so BELIEVE YOU CAN AND YOU CAN :)
so my attitude from here on is:
i will become a doctor.
i will get into the uni i want to go to.
i will get the grades.
and i will live happily :)
thank you :) that was the more optimistic rambles of an only slightly uninteresting human :)
keep tuned it.
love ya's bec :')
"if you can imagine it you can achieve it. if you can dream it, you can become it." - william arthur ward
9.19.2010
a fresh
so basically, i deleted the old blog... and here's this one... so here's all you need to know about me.
name: rebecca
age: 17
home: wales
thats the basics on me :) but here's a bit more detail. I'm not that interesting as a person, i'm pretty mediocre, i know so many people that are generally better human beings than me; for example my best friend has this amazing ability to make me smile all the time, always making me laugh and that kind of thing. even though she doesn't see it, she is just thing amazing person with an amazing soul and aura about her. i don't have these qualities. i'm just an average person trying, with difficulty, to make something of myself. my ambition is to become a doctor. if that could happen i would be happy. but right now, i'm having trouble convincing myself that i'm going to get into uni and become a doctor... but what will be will be.
hrm.... i should really try positive thinking :)
in my attempts to become a better person, i joined the gym a while back, because tbh i look like a house, but this £20.30 a month is going to waste. as it would appear that i have put on weight not good. even though my diet has changed for the better etc... but no prevail. it doesn't do much for your confidence when you are probably the largest girl in your friendship group and have two sisters that are size 8 and below. :L
again oh well.
currently the only thing keeping me from quitting on life is the knowledge that it would actually achieve nothing.
also i have certain people that constantly tell me that if i quit they would woop my ass. dunno what i would do with certain people :L
anywho. rambles from an uniteresting person have ended. i apologise for wasting valuable time in your life :L
i am going to attempt to post more often, without the macabre tone, and pointless rambles. i hope to provide my own outlook on films, books, music, and general life things. :)
keep tuned in
loveyas bec :')
"friendship is unnecessary, like philosophy, like art... it has no survival value; rather it is one of those things that give value to survival." - c.s. lewis
name: rebecca
age: 17
home: wales
thats the basics on me :) but here's a bit more detail. I'm not that interesting as a person, i'm pretty mediocre, i know so many people that are generally better human beings than me; for example my best friend has this amazing ability to make me smile all the time, always making me laugh and that kind of thing. even though she doesn't see it, she is just thing amazing person with an amazing soul and aura about her. i don't have these qualities. i'm just an average person trying, with difficulty, to make something of myself. my ambition is to become a doctor. if that could happen i would be happy. but right now, i'm having trouble convincing myself that i'm going to get into uni and become a doctor... but what will be will be.
hrm.... i should really try positive thinking :)
in my attempts to become a better person, i joined the gym a while back, because tbh i look like a house, but this £20.30 a month is going to waste. as it would appear that i have put on weight not good. even though my diet has changed for the better etc... but no prevail. it doesn't do much for your confidence when you are probably the largest girl in your friendship group and have two sisters that are size 8 and below. :L
again oh well.
currently the only thing keeping me from quitting on life is the knowledge that it would actually achieve nothing.
also i have certain people that constantly tell me that if i quit they would woop my ass. dunno what i would do with certain people :L
anywho. rambles from an uniteresting person have ended. i apologise for wasting valuable time in your life :L
i am going to attempt to post more often, without the macabre tone, and pointless rambles. i hope to provide my own outlook on films, books, music, and general life things. :)
keep tuned in
loveyas bec :')
"friendship is unnecessary, like philosophy, like art... it has no survival value; rather it is one of those things that give value to survival." - c.s. lewis
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